2 months ago - ♡1766 notes - via
# the witcher # jaskier # random # ... distress makes for a good look # hmm weird my keyboard seems to form sentences by itself that I didn't write
# the witcher # jaskier # random # ... distress makes for a good look # hmm weird my keyboard seems to form sentences by itself that I didn't write
2 months ago - ♡352 notes - via
# rofl without context that's beautiful XD # the witcher # jaskier # random
# rofl without context that's beautiful XD # the witcher # jaskier # random
2 months ago - ♡260 notes - via
# the witcher # jaskier # just looking respectfully........ # a tag # random
# the witcher # jaskier # just looking respectfully........ # a tag # random
3 months ago - ♡21317 notes - via
# random # It's easier to list what I DID watch lol... and that's just GoT. Never really cared for the others. 🙈 # & even GoT I guess was mostly peer pressure 'because if you like LotR you will like GoT' yeah nah it wasn't fantasy enough XD # I mean the show was OK but that's about it # Supernatural WOULD'VE been a likely watch if you look at my average taste in things but idk man... nah. # I dunno. >.< # When my friend explained me how vampires worked in SPN I basically rioted. XD
# random # It's easier to list what I DID watch lol... and that's just GoT. Never really cared for the others. 🙈 # & even GoT I guess was mostly peer pressure 'because if you like LotR you will like GoT' yeah nah it wasn't fantasy enough XD # I mean the show was OK but that's about it # Supernatural WOULD'VE been a likely watch if you look at my average taste in things but idk man... nah. # I dunno. >.< # When my friend explained me how vampires worked in SPN I basically rioted. XD
I’m……… so tired of compromising. Telling people things are okay & no problem just to avoid hurting their feelings when mine are about to burst. I’m tired of always having to hide my feelings, because speaking my mind would hurt others. Why do I have to hurt all the time & keep it to myself? I think it’s just… not fair. I have so much bottling up inside… to spare others. I’m just tired… and sad… and frustrated, maybe even a little angry at this point. I want to let it all out, I really do… but I can’t.
3 months ago
# I've been feeling so bad the past 1.5 weeks cuz everything that can go wrong is going wrong?? # I thought life was finally starting to be fair to me. That balance was restored. # But everything kinda just went to shit over the past 1.5 weeks. # I truly thought my bad luck streak had ended. # Like... I don't really believe in fate and all that mumbo jumbo but honestly? I do feel like there's a lot of bad luck on me? # I don't mean in video games etc (I mean... ALSO in video games) but I get hit with things IRL a lot too. # Like it's surreal how much goes to shit irl and stuff. # And I really... genuinely thought... life was finally being normal. Being fair. No luck nor bad luck. Just life. # So because everything just spiralled downhill so badly I've been SO irritable. # My misophonia also definitely worsened over the past couple weeks. # I've returned to my bad self-harm habits when triggered. :/ Which I hadn't done in years. # But yeah I'm just feeling so bad ... my patience is also as deflated as my tire was last week. # But I still shut up. Bottle it up. Consider other people their feelings. Who cares what I'm feeling anyway? # Always sugarcoat everything. Never tell how you feel. It'll hurt their feelings and then you'll both just be hurt. # So I continue to suck it up... # How much of this can I handle? I sometimes wonder. I'm so tired... # Oh how much I went to tell people that it's NOT OKAY to do certain things. To forget certain things. To abandon appointments. # I'm fucking human too! # Ugh... sorry. # Everything's just shit lately. # Worst is that these same people never actually consider my feelings lol. Now that I think of it. Ugh.
# I've been feeling so bad the past 1.5 weeks cuz everything that can go wrong is going wrong?? # I thought life was finally starting to be fair to me. That balance was restored. # But everything kinda just went to shit over the past 1.5 weeks. # I truly thought my bad luck streak had ended. # Like... I don't really believe in fate and all that mumbo jumbo but honestly? I do feel like there's a lot of bad luck on me? # I don't mean in video games etc (I mean... ALSO in video games) but I get hit with things IRL a lot too. # Like it's surreal how much goes to shit irl and stuff. # And I really... genuinely thought... life was finally being normal. Being fair. No luck nor bad luck. Just life. # So because everything just spiralled downhill so badly I've been SO irritable. # My misophonia also definitely worsened over the past couple weeks. # I've returned to my bad self-harm habits when triggered. :/ Which I hadn't done in years. # But yeah I'm just feeling so bad ... my patience is also as deflated as my tire was last week. # But I still shut up. Bottle it up. Consider other people their feelings. Who cares what I'm feeling anyway? # Always sugarcoat everything. Never tell how you feel. It'll hurt their feelings and then you'll both just be hurt. # So I continue to suck it up... # How much of this can I handle? I sometimes wonder. I'm so tired... # Oh how much I went to tell people that it's NOT OKAY to do certain things. To forget certain things. To abandon appointments. # I'm fucking human too! # Ugh... sorry. # Everything's just shit lately. # Worst is that these same people never actually consider my feelings lol. Now that I think of it. Ugh.
3 months ago - ♡77102 notes - via
# random # mashed potatoes; it's ok but that is about it # chai tea; if we mean chai latte I fucking love it but I've not had it as regular tea # almond milk; not sure if I ever had it # honey mustard; pretty neat on specific dishes but will skip in most cases # sushi; THE BEST FUCKING FOOD LET'S GOOOOOOOO
# random # mashed potatoes; it's ok but that is about it # chai tea; if we mean chai latte I fucking love it but I've not had it as regular tea # almond milk; not sure if I ever had it # honey mustard; pretty neat on specific dishes but will skip in most cases # sushi; THE BEST FUCKING FOOD LET'S GOOOOOOOO
